Monday, August 31, 2009

Ugh, are you seriously staring at me?

I'm not exactly what one would call eye candy.. I mean, I look alright, but I'm not champion of natural beauty, by any means. My style isn't exactly impressive today either, I'm wearing only two rings, my Kanye West Shirt, jean cutoff shorts and my Osiris hi-tops.

I think I look good, not great, but apparently the girl sitting near me in the internet cafe thinks differently that I do, because she can't seem to stop staring at me. If it wasn't for my stupid peripherral vision, I coould just enjoy my lyfe and not have to worry about this, but noooooooo, I'm never lucky like that. I'll admit I'm guilty of checking out a girl every once in a while, but I had enough class to not like, you know, stare. I may be retarded, but at least I'm not socially retarded, that would really suck....

Oh well, I'm over it. I'm back in school now, and back on the east coast, so you know it's really good. A lot has happened since I wrote something fresh, maybe soon to be autobiographical short-stories, but I don't know how consuming my lyfe can be to you all. I'm not sure if the college I'm at is considered community college status or just like a two year? I mean it's the same education for me either way, and I kind of love it right now. My classes are pretty legit, and there are cuties everywhere, even though they kinda lose importance to the whole sholastic endeavors of mine. I think they'll understand and won't be too heartbroken.

I love listening to Kanye West when I'm driving to school, walking into class, while sitting in the internet cafe, working on homework and anything else school related. Look at this first three studio albums: The College Dropout (2004); Late Registration (2005); and Graduation (2007). I mean people can think whatever they want, but I kind of admire his approach, his views if you will, on education. I'll just analyze his album titles. The debut makes sense to me, cause that's what I did, if you think about it. I spent the last couple years working for the most part, and don't have much to show for it, except experience, which I guess is important, as long as I show that I have actually learned stuff, which thankfully, I have. The next album, Late Registration, speaks to me too, cause anyone that knows me, knows that I have a habit of being late in general. With my recent move to South Carolina, I definitely experience Late Registration. It's just stressful as a mofo, but in the end, I'm glad with the schedule that I ended up with, because, not gonna lie, I think I may actually learn a lot this semester, which is great.

Now the last album, Graduation. It was his third album, and I think it kind of symbolizes his superstardom. He's reached a level that people expect greatness from him, he's proven himself. I obviously haven't finished school yet, but I'm working towards that graduation. There is another graduation that I'm working towards, or possibly have already achieved, but I can't really be the judge of that. I don't think I'm at the level where people expect greatness from everything I do, but I'm startin to turn things upside down to get them rightside up again.

Now there is some creeper old dude sitting across from me, looking at me for a few seconds and then writing things down. My friend, Olivia or Oliver as our friend from Ozzie's called her, says he's probably analyzing me, which is the opposite of reassuring, but it's just weird. I think I'm going to get a job in the next couple days, like actually get hired. I know that doesn't sound very confident, but I think it's pretty legit. I mean, I have to save the confidence for the job interviews I'll be having, no doubt. If not, then I'll just do some homework, read a book or two, you know, things that other humans do.

So even though the Only One says a lot of things, they aren't always so bad...